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I AM WAAAAY TOO RANDOM TO DEFINE MYSELF ..  OH, YOU CAN JUDGE ME ..BUT, REMEMBER, I AM BEYOND WHAT YOU THINK.</a>   <marquee behavior="alternate">  <marquee width="200"><img src="http://img293.imageshack.us/img293/3530/plgayilttnxfs6.jpg"><img src="http://img253.imageshack.us/img253/4961/dscn2558yy9.jpg"><img src="http://img136.imageshack.us/img136/9956/crazyvh3.jpg"></marquee></marquee>   <object height="80" width="300"><param name="allowScriptAccess" value="never"><param name="movie" value="http://media.imeem.com/m/RcRaYd294Y"><param name="wmode" value="transparent"> &nbsp&nbsp&nbsp<embed allowscriptaccess="never" src="http://media.imeem.com/m/RcRaYd294Y" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" width="300" height="110" wmode="transparent"></object>  <a href="http://www.candymag.com/blogawards/"><img style="BORDER-RIGHT: 0px; BORDER-TOP: 0px; BORDER-LEFT: 0px; BORDER-BOTTOM: 0px; " src="http://www.candymag.com/blogawards/objects/digitalSticker/index2008.php?id=5a58484f86f2"></a><a href="http://www.candymag.com/blogawards/"><img style="BORDER-RIGHT: 0px; BORDER-TOP: 0px; BORDER-LEFT: 0px; BORDER-BOTTOM: 0px; " src="http://www.candymag.com/blogawards/objects/digitalSticker/index2008.php?id=5a58484f86f2&type2=1"></a>  <center></center></center> Fri, 4 Jul 2008 16:33:36 -0000 Fri, 4 Jul 2008 13:03:58 -0000 in here, i'm yours. http://images.gzelle15.multiply.com/logo http://gzelle15.multiply.com 100 100 Memories...they suck too much. :'] *takes a deep breathe* I always see myself as someone who has short memory gap because I always forget things...but maybe, just maybe, it is because I only remember those worth remembering. You know what? I can still recall clearly in my head how my nursery graduation was like, my birthday party while I was at prep-school and I had a cake with my picture on it which I didn't get to even taste, my embarrassing moments on grade one, and my seventh birthday when I was already in grade two with my pregnant mother, and many many more. Do you still remember yours? There are three things today that made me think back and remember things I shoud've just left behind. First, the song that luis sang for t.Linda. Tomorrow by Lea Salonga. It was the same song I sang at my grandfather's 75th birthday, more or less seven years ago. My voice was just a little bit louder than his but still, the original singer stands out. At the beginning, I was admiring him because of his cuteness becau... http://gzelle15.multiply.com/journal/item/88/Memories...they_suck_too_much._ Fri, 4 Jul 2008 13:03:58 -0000 so not just another day.x] Caught colds. err. i woke up with clogged nose. i had a hard time breathing...it's good that I got better as time flies. But the whole day, I was so dizzy. plus, you-know-what-but-if-you-don't-you're-a-loser. That's why I feel a lot more tipsy than before. hehe. Here's my so not ordinary day: We had another happy health moments. We took personality tests, drawn something for another personality test, sang, took pictures...etc. Then we got the results on the interest test we took last year instead of having filipino time. I actually copied them so I won't forget it. Artistic – 35 Scientific – 6 Nature – 0 Protective – 9 Mechanical – 2 Industrial – 2 Business Detail – 8 Selling – 3 Accommodating – 9 Humanitarian – 4 Leading Influencing – 12 Physical Performing – 5 So true. All I ever wanted was arts. hahaha. It's really shocking that I got super low scores and that it has a very large gap from my highest to the next. Also, here's from the aptitude test: Vocabulary and Computation... http://gzelle15.multiply.com/journal/item/87/so_not_just_another_day.x Wed, 2 Jul 2008 13:11:02 -0000 What the hell. x[ So far, being a senior sucked for me. There are too many responsibilities which I am too lazy to handle. And then, there are some problems which isn't really but actually is (and don't you dare ask me. That's just how complicated that problem is). Now, another obstacle comes in the way.... I have already accepted the fact that I will be the one handling all the responsibilities at home next to tita, but I didn't know it was this much: <img src="http://images.multiply.com/common/smiles/sad.png"> Ate have been attending gimmicks constantly for the past two weeks, including summer. Just this saturday, she was told by tita that she is getting so tired of it. "Ayokong mangyari saken ang nangyare sa nanay nyo. Unang una, tita nyo lang ako- wala akong responsibilidad sa inyo. Kung di lang talaga sa awa. Marami pa akong tutulungan at ayokong dahil sa inyo, masisira ang lahat. Kung tutuusin, pwedeng pwede ko kayong pabayaan dahil nariyan naman ang tatay nyo...hindi ako ang magulang nyo! Sa bagay, bakit ka nga ba maaawa saken, eh tita mo lang n... http://gzelle15.multiply.com/journal/item/86/What_the_hell._x Tue, 1 Jul 2008 11:47:48 -0000 Family Picture noong unang panahon, akala ko, okay ang lahat…yung tipong, kumpleto ang pamilya namin, walang problema…akala ko, ang swerte swerte ko na. bunso kasi ako noon eh, mas inaalagaan ako, pag nagkamali ako si ate ang may kasalanan, pag may gusto ako hindi pwedeng hindi ko makukuha…ung ganun. tuwang tuwa ako dati, kasi kumpleto pamilya ko, nakukuha ko gusto ko o kahit higit pa doon, tapos wala akong pinoproblema kundi ang sunburn na kapalit ng pagpupumilit ko sa gusto ko…dahil ultimo extension ng pagsiswimming ay hinihiling ko, na binibigay naman nila. ayun pala, sadyang bata lang ako nun…wala pang pakialam, hindi pa pwedeng sabihan, at pwede pang pagtaguan.   dati, mga siyam na taon na ang nakakaraan…grade 1 pa lang ako nun, mga 5 years old. naaalala ko pa kung gano kahirap maghanap ng family picture namin…na sobrang nakakaasar pa kasi halos taun-taon eh kailangan. nakikita ko pa sa isip ko kung gano kaproblemado ni mama sa twing magbubungkal siya ng mga letrato para lang makapagdikit a... http://gzelle15.multiply.com/journal/item/81/Family_Picture Sat, 21 Jun 2008 15:23:21 -0000 Stress.   Lately I have been thinking a lot. I can't help it...a lot of things bother me. I always look for answers. I don't just do things because someone say so...I think deeper for logic. I care about every single detail and think about how it turns out. Actually, I am metikulosa and pintasera (It doesn't sound good in filipino, I just can't find the perfect term in my brain). I only stop when I feel so tired that my brain starts to bleed and explode, splashing blood all over the place. Not all the time I find answers, and when that time comes, I feel irritated, bothered, annoyed, bugged...the feeling when you want something so bad but whatever you do you can't get it...and from there, things just gets more complicated. Stress. You know, I really don't know if I can consider myself stressed. All I know is that stress is something I should be afraid of. Simple as it seems, but actually not. Stress is youth's greatest opponent. It is one factor of looking older. ... http://gzelle15.multiply.com/journal/item/75/Stress. Sat, 14 Jun 2008 14:15:12 -0000 My Impression. :) I have been waiting and very much excited for this since...uhm, yesterday? I got thrilled...a lot of schools have started, our teacher was strict, it was only me and jennifer, jennifer is having problems with the section, we don't get along that much with others...stuffs like that! I really wondered how our section turns out. So it was the first day...I was with jennifer and joey when we went to school and was quite late. With what T.Delfa have done a while ago at our classroom, it made me build an impression not only to her, but also how she thinks about me, and how she handles our class. To her? She said it all...a strong personality, a very prank person...but she tries to change all that being strict and stuffs. She even told us that the other sections thinks of her as a monster teacher and asks us how she can change her image. A really good teacher indeed...just what i wanted, a bit like teacher levate- strict, yet knows how to throw good jokes. I am even impressed when I real... http://gzelle15.multiply.com/journal/item/74/My_Impression._ Wed, 11 Jun 2008 11:55:19 -0000 Start of one long day. i just felt like blogging...:) there are so many things that's bugging me today. it's the start of one long day for me...and so far, (even though i just woke up) it sucks. again, only the bold/underlined/enlarged ones. it's ate's first day of school today...so yes, it is also the start of me being alone only with the maids here at our house. yesterday night, she tried to sleep earlier than usual, which i have no choice but do the same thing since my aunt is still watching tv and i can't use the computer again. it was very silent in our room that you can't hear anything but my keypads...haha. later, ate can't help it anymore, she started a conversation with me.. she can't sleep that early...i knew it. we ended up sleeping at dawn as usual. poor ate, she still have to wake up at 4:30. she's now gone ofcourse. like what i said, i am alone again...with the maids. my little sisters went back to pangasinan to meet our cousin who is a seaman and only goes home once in a blue moon. this t... http://gzelle15.multiply.com/journal/item/73/Start_of_one_long_day. Tue, 10 Jun 2008 02:00:29 -0000 We're almost there...   Kung feeling nyo eh boring toh, basahin nyo lang yung nakabold or underline. yun eh, kung sa tingin nyo nakakaantok ako magkwento... Eto na tayo guys! malapit na magsimula ang panibagong yugto. oo tama, panibagong yugto! isang linggo na lang, papasok na tayo as seniors...kelangan na mag aral...para di maiwanan sa high school, at para makakuha ng magandang school. simula na rin ng mga entrance exams...pero ako, wala pang siguradong kukunin. Andami kasing dapat iconsider pag pipili ng course...unang una jan, yung gusto mo talaga. ako...gusto ko...ARTS! pwedeng photographer, pwedeng artist, pwedeng writer (na mala-bob ong)...tapos kung papalarin, gusto ko mag newsreporter, gusto ko mag artista, gusto maging singer, at gusto ko maging model! hahaha...ang taas mangarap diba? kaso, di naman pwedeng kung ano lang ang gusto ko...kasi syempre, hindi naman ako yayaman sa simpleng kurso...dahil kung yayaman man ako, for sure, di yun magtatagal. kaya dapat siguro, kumuha ako ng major c... http://gzelle15.multiply.com/journal/item/69/Were_almost_there... Mon, 2 Jun 2008 07:00:52 -0000 Guitar Hero FOUR !! Guitar Hero World Tour (also known as Guitar Hero 4 or Guitar Hero IV) is the upcoming sequel to the music video game Guitar Hero series, and will be developed by Neversoft and published by RedOctane and Activision, targeted for initial release on October 27, 2008. The game is expected to be available for the Xbox 360, PlayStation 2, PlayStation 3, and Wii consoles. While the game will continue to feature the use of a guitar-shaped controller to simulate the playing of rock music, Guitar Hero World Tour will expand to also include the use of drum and vocal peripherals, much like Rock Band.[2] Furthermore, according to Game Informer, the game will allow users to create custom songs from those shipped with the game, altering everything but the lyrics, and may also be able to upload and share other songs with other users.[3] IN SHORT: Guys! There will be another version of Guitar Hero...Guitar Hero FOUR, which will be released on October 27 this year. What's HOT? It now com... http://gzelle15.multiply.com/reviews/item/47 Sun, 1 Jun 2008 13:24:56 -0000 Staying up Late.:) Another thing that teens are fond of...staying up late. And hey, I belong! Ever since summer begun, I am having a hard time sleeping. Every night, I surf the net or watch TV until pass 11...after that, my sister and I enter our room, then starts chatting...and chatting...and chatting. I've never slept before 12mn, and the latest was quarter to 4am. We can not sleep immidiately, and I have no idea why. As expected, I wake up at 10am, while ate wakes up at...2pm! Exactly the reason why my aunt scolds us. She reminds us to prepare ourselves for school days...which means, we have to wake up earlier than usual. For me, I just wake up at 8:30 because I set an alarm every morning...as for my elder sister, she is improving more than I do...she wakes up earlier than before without alarm...at half passed 10. I really am looking forward to having a good night sleep (just to prevent eyebags or anything else that grows in the face..haha!) So I did a little research...no sweat! I thank Google for t... http://gzelle15.multiply.com/journal/item/68/Staying_up_Late. Fri, 30 May 2008 07:36:51 -0000 National Flag Day wow, what can i say?...i am one proud http://gzelle15.multiply.com/calendar/item/10020/National_Flag_Day Tue, 27 May 2008 07:26:52 -0000 Some things i missed.XD yeaah, i missed attending weddings..as well as wearing a dress.:]] it's my auntie's employee's daughter's wedding. ^_^ both of my sisters are flower girls, my aunt is a principal honor, and i ...i attended to eat.XD (you know, the foods were great..hahaha) the program was great...it was really modern, but the traditions were still done. cool! di nga nmen nahabol sa church eh...being late is just an abalos tradition =]] eun...reception na yan, sa ibarra's garden. WALA PANG http://gzelle15.multiply.com/photos/album/31/Some_things_i_missed.XD Sat, 24 May 2008 14:29:10 -0000 Ang Paboritong Libro ni Hudas actually, mtgal na sken ung book, and nabasa co na dte...pro di co tinuloy, i found the middle part boring kc...eh tpos knina, after a month, i thought of sleeping at tita's room...and saw it. akala co nwala na un eh, so eun, kinuha co at binabasa co ulit. i'm not yet done pero so far, so good. hahah. XD Roberto Ong? i saw it sa part na may "Horror Fame" part..."ang natatangi at aksklusibong Hall of Fame Club ng mga teroristang teacher na nakilala ko" (niya.haha) eto ung line sa stat co sa ym oh... "...ayokong nasasanay sa mga bagay na pwede namang wala sa buhay ko." sabe nya yan eh, ang galing eh...bravo! celphone nga pla tinutukoy niya jan... finished na !! hahah ..nagcng aco ng 10am, found the book at 11, and finished it at exactly 6:29pm..hehe. XD "...At katulad ng sinasabi nila sa buhay, tungin ko totoo ngang mas importante ang 'journey' kesa sa 'destination'..." http://gzelle15.multiply.com/reviews/item/43 Mon, 19 May 2008 08:12:40 -0000 teens of this generation...:) i'll write this in a kwentuhan manner...XD nasabe kasi saken ng employee ng tita ko na mejo madaldal nga, na ang pinaka masakit daw para sa bata, based on her axperience, is when you scold them...kasi daw ang palo, hanggang jan lang yan, physical lang; pero, kapag ikaw, minura mura, minaliit, at pinagsabihan ng kung ano ano pang karumaldumal (wow, what a term!) na salita, pupunta yan sa kalooblooban (wattaterm ulit!)  ng katawan mo...na dadalhin mo hanggang sa pagtanda mo, na pwedeng baguhin ang mga pananaw (haha, etoh ulit!) mo. siyempre, ako naman si "hehe, opo nga eh" ...well, tama nga naman talaga, pero ako kasi ung tipong, sige, pagalitan mo lang ako, wala akong pake sayo. :]] admit it, karamihan ganun...tapos kapag pinalo naman ako, eto lang masasabe ko...mas matanda ka lang kaya sige; porket di ko lang kaya gumanti eh noh, dinadaan mo ko sa ganyan. ayoko lang talaga ng nasasaktan (sino ba?)...pano na nga ba sinusuway ang teenagers like us? parang di na ata tayo macontr... http://gzelle15.multiply.com/journal/item/66/teens_of_this_generation... Sat, 17 May 2008 08:23:17 -0000 picnik basket. XD aba aba aba .. :]] pti nren aco naaddict d2 .. =P eun wla lng .. pg wla tlga mgwa .. http://gzelle15.multiply.com/photos/album/30/picnik_basket._XD Tue, 13 May 2008 06:24:28 -0000 confessions... as a teenage/grown-up child/young adult, or whatever daughter to my mom, i confess, i am not really that good...not that i don't follow my parents, sneak out of the house (which i don't even have to), join gangs...simply because of these: i answer back. not just answer back, i shout back at them when they accuse me of something i didn't really do, or done it for a reason. i don't want to be stepped at...if i don't answer back, they wouldn't know why i did or did i really do that, because they don't look at your side first before concluding and scolding me. i never showed care....there was a time when my mom wants me to feed her papaya since she was sick. i didn't feed her, she can still walk that time, what do i know? i was eating suha and offered her to just eat the same fruit which she declined because she wants one when it's ready to eat (which means i have to do it for her). because she really bugged me to do that, i just got her the sliced papaya and a fork, but she... http://gzelle15.multiply.com/journal/item/64/confessions... Sat, 10 May 2008 08:26:03 -0000 hi, i'm any, let's walk. hahaha. Since it was the 5th monthsary of mom's death, i visited her a while ago (may 8, 2007) with my friends... although we were one day late for it. ^_^ it was only half passed 12 when we reached sucat, parañaque, and we don't wanna be burnt. so instead, we ate our lunch first at santana cove (something like blue wave; particularly at chowking, where i was asked for my name for the receipt...i told them i am "ana", what's written in the receipt was "any", and no, she's not deaf, she's blind...like what joey told me) for about an hour or less, then tripped at shopwise. we took a cart, then start picking grocery stuffs...even toys and flipflops. a little later, we felt like already being watched, so we left a big box of ferrero we picked at the diapers' area, the flipflops at the chocolate area, the cupped noodles at the toy's area, then left. that was the time we walked from there to loyola. and i was the only one with an umbrella. XD it was very quiet ther... http://gzelle15.multiply.com/journal/item/63/hi_im_any_lets_walk._hahaha. Thu, 8 May 2008 11:21:03 -0000 tamang MATH. hahah. something i got from candymag.com na super reasonable na joke. hahah. mdme pa dun, kaso this one is something that reallly caught me. sorry kng corny pra sa inyo. hahah.XD manong Isaw (MI) at student (S) sa isawan.. <IMG alt=Wink src="http://www.candymag.com/teentalk/Smileys/alive/wink.gif" border=0> MI:  ilan sa'yo? S: 3x-5 where x=6 MI:  so 13, bale mura lng 2sin90 ang isa. S: umm..paki convert naman po using Arc tangenT. MI:  'di ko carry, TangenT na lang... 5tan45, kunggusto mo, mag-apply ka na lang ng Reduction formulA.. S:  ok po, eto bayad, (x2-4x+3)/ sin3x, where x=7,      keep the change!! "kung ganito ka-useful ang Math sa buhay natin.... http://gzelle15.multiply.com/journal/item/62/tamang_MATH._hahah. Wed, 7 May 2008 05:04:10 -0000 luckier than any other misfortuned. :] i've always mentioned in my blog how miserable my family has been after my mother had left us. well, now, i have come to realize that although i have no mother (or even parents, since my father is considered dead too), i have lots of titos and titas willing to help us get through this. two of them teaches us about how they get through life from their unpleasant past (tito thads & val), three who helps us financially (tita armi, tita minda, & tito vic), and another, who is there whenever we need a mother/bestfriend (tita bebs). they are all siblings/in laws of my mom. tita armi, happens to be here with us, the one who stands our mom, but a different kind of mom. my mother, is a very caring person, that's how she died, a self-emptying love, giving everything she earned for us, excempting herself, even though she have a disease she needs to cure. anyway, my sister and i were seperating our papers when i saw an envelope, with mom's writing at the back which says "college requi... http://gzelle15.multiply.com/journal/item/60/luckier_than_any_other_misfortuned._ Mon, 5 May 2008 03:27:33 -0000 the dining table. :D it seemed like just another regular day for me, and as usual, i got bored of doing the usual stuffs...that's why i thought of shutting the computer down even if i just started. i headed at the bedroom, where my elder sister still lie, and started a little conversation. it has been a while since i last talked to her like that...like my bestfriend. my babysis went in for a while to get one of her toys then left singing one of my mom's favorite song...i was touched, i didn't know that mom also sang those songs to them. it has been an hour or two until i decided to get up the bed and sat on the sofa at the sala, then ate also got up after 7 hours of sleep (since she already slept pass 1) and ate her...uhmm..breakfast? lunch? mirienda? err, whatever. she told me to buy a bottle of rc, and so i did...not just that, i also bought myself (actually it's not me who went outside to buy) two spicy pancit canton, since i didn't like what's for lunch. me, ate, and tita medy (my aunt's... http://gzelle15.multiply.com/journal/item/56/the_dining_table._D Tue, 15 Apr 2008 12:34:14 -0000 Love You Soooo From the minute that you got my attention I was taken and I have to mention I was trying to not let it show But I knew I wasn't gonna let you go From the way that you came right to me Looking all hot with the style that threw me No one would've ever known it You would be the one who take this heart and hold it You got that extraordinary way Got to be next to ya every single day You do something that I just can't explain Wanna take the chance and tell you you're the one for me Ooh, I love you so Just look in my eyes, they'll tell you where this could go Yeah Do you know it Ooh, I love you so Look in these eyes, they'll tell you where this could go I just want you to know You can san say anything you want to No stress 'cause I understand you We got a vibe you can't define Want everyone know that boy is mine We won't fight and stop and stare at the way you hold me You take me there at times I feel I lose control Forget everyone but the hand I'm holding Y... http://gzelle15.multiply.com/reviews/item/37 Thu, 10 Apr 2008 01:32:26 -0000 Bubble Gang - ANG SPOILED one word? RIDICULOUS. this is a video of ogie alcasid as angelina and bitoy as his (or her...or whatever) yaya from bubble gang...and is my favorite part of the show. it's so disappointing that this is only what i found...it's also funny, but i like the episode last week much better...where she says her line "WHATEVER YAYA, YOUR SUCH A LOSER!" a lot of times.....anyways...i just love http://gzelle15.multiply.com/video/item/5/Bubble_Gang_-_ANG_SPOILED Wed, 9 Apr 2008 16:29:43 -0000 The Real World.      generally speaking, i'm not a simple person. if it would just be possible, i want to own the prettiest things on earth/ the best things in life...but i don't insist people to give those to me. i may not be simple, but i'm sure, i am contented. i do not have a perfect life...you see, i have a broken family, not so high grades, poor social life, not a good physical appearance, and a very low self confidence; yet, i believe, that this life is near perfection. i still have a lot to fix, but i also have some things to be happy about, that if i just use wisely, i can come up with a better life.      i have here a very supportive aunt, which made me realize all these stuff. big responsibilities start now- 3rd year going on 4th. this time, i really have to move. i still don't know what course to take, and what school to go to, which means i have to search those things up, also their examination schedules...etc. i sure hope to find the perf... http://gzelle15.multiply.com/journal/item/54/The_Real_World. Sat, 5 Apr 2008 15:54:40 -0000 prieeyoh♥ edit mode .. hahah :D super bored...haish ..anyhoo, aun ..i just luv editing. http://gzelle15.multiply.com/photos/album/27 Sat, 5 Apr 2008 14:13:07 -0000 PLUNGE. =p yana, rei, me, rye, kish ... by height yan !! =p ung nsa dulo nagpoposepose pa naiwan tuloy .. taz d pa nkajump ng maaus ... ok lng yan http://gzelle15.multiply.com/video/item/4/PLUNGE._p Fri, 4 Apr 2008 13:21:57 -0000 junior high♥ THINK BACK TO 3rd year hs... Let's see how much you remember and how much you regret.. . -What section were you? = harmony. :p -Who were your seatmates? = dme ee..palipat lipat kc .. =p pro favorite seatmates co nun c vic at jeanroi ..whaha..laff3p. -Still remember your english teacher? = i'll nver forget tee[nie]winnie .. :D -What was your first class? = a.p. =D -Who was your crush then? = kng crush LNG, mdme un =p -Made friends to the lower years? = yea..a lot. first time Ü -How was your class schedule? = pra sacen, perfect nman ^^, -Made any enemies? = uhmm..no? hey, that's a record! :]] -Who was your favorite teacher(s)? = t.leng ... don't ask why .. whahah! -What sport did you play? = uh, dance? hahah..i'm not d sporty kind .. -Were you a party animal? = uu .. :p A.H. MODE. -Were you well known in your school? = d cguro .. d aco pancnin ee :D -SKIP CLASSES? = wahaha..i did that :D -Did you get suspended/expelled? = nahh. -Can you sing the alma mater? = yepp. ^^, -What was your favorite subject? = math ?? ai, d...... http://gzelle15.multiply.com/journal/item/53 Fri, 4 Apr 2008 10:18:10 -0000